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Thursday, November 23, 2006
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٭ i am very depressed. really depressed. I feel very uncomfortable & sick. I'm often in the past, in my childhood when i was very strong & ignorant but then i find out that it was an illusion & that i have always felt uncomfortable since i remember. But i used to ignore the badlucks i am no more able to do so im so tired. I feel like being imprisoned liek i'm choking. i want to cry forever.
........................................................................................نوشته شده در ساعت 06:54 توسط Den
٭ i knew that sb had died ( i was sad) & then they said that one of us had a serious cancer & was going to suffer alot. So i got badly fucked up till i understood it wasn't neither me nor my sister, then i saw her:A girl in a violet deress sitting on a bed. pale with an indifferent smile like she was ready to suffer. I got malacious & thought she would be the right person to die. i knew i would regret what i had just said cause she suddenly looked very familiar to me. I thought she had a very nice personality & everybody knew it because they had all gathered around her. I was watching them outside in the corridor.
........................................................................................نوشته شده در ساعت 16:09 توسط Den
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