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Monday, November 19, 2007

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i havnt written here since the july 29th nothing special happened u know just life ...
& then theses days i don't go to school anymore mm i feel like mm i can work better at home . there is another good point : i don't see others!! seeing other students make me feel like shit i feel so fucking alone & isolated from the world i feel like i am litterally ALONE
its late & i should go & sleep . theses days i try to be as much efficient as i could be .. it's not easy at all!! these days i feel like i never feel like home anywhere anymore!! but at the same time the fact that my sister has gone makes me feel more comfortable here makes me feel like i enjoy being alone
there is a bordel inside me i know i think i should only study & finish this fucking school



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Sunday, July 29, 2007

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seems like im not dying.. pfff that makes me feel very happy
ive just finished my internship i might go back to iraan (i might u know)
i think its cool
i miss my friends
i think i kinda love them



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Sunday, June 17, 2007

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it feels mmmm like mmm i am dying
isn't is too soon?



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Saturday, June 09, 2007

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my father was a free man



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Thursday, June 07, 2007

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i'm deranged



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"Oh no love! youre not aloneYoure watching yourself but youre too unfairYou got your head all tangled up but if I could onlyMake you careOh no love! youre not aloneNo matter what or who youve beenNo matter when or where youve seenAll the knives seem to lacerate your brainIve had my share, Ill help you with the painYoure not aloneJust turn on with me and youre not aloneLets turn on with me and youre not alone (wonderful)Lets turn on and be not alone (wonderful)Gimme your hands cause youre wonderful (wonderful)Gimme your hands cause youre wonderful (wonderful)Oh gimme your hands"



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Tuesday, April 17, 2007

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i am thinking about myself
i feel like i am very different & my feelings are much more profound or real about things. But occasionally i meet people i can say i hate who could express very easily the points i discovered after thinking for years about sth. That really piss me off. anyway fuckem



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Monday, April 02, 2007

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  • I love my blog.
  • I know it's mine i know few people read it. i m so confortable here more than everywhere.; i can write whatever i want to & no body cares i think it's cool



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Wednesday, February 14, 2007

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Help, I have done it again
I have been here many times before
Hurt myself again today
And, the worst part is there's no-one else to blame
Be my friend
Hold me,
wrap me up
UNFOLD me
I am small
and need you to
Warm me up
And breathe me
Ouch I have lost myself again
Lost myself and
I am nowhere else to be found,
Yeah I think that
I might break
Lost myself again and
I feel unsafe



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