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Sunday, December 14, 2008
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٭ She's got a smile that it seems to me
........................................................................................Reminds me of childhood memories Where everything Was as fresh as the bright blue sky Now and then when I see her face She takes me away to that special place And if I'd stare too long I'd probably break down and cry Sweet child o' mine Sweet love of mine She's got eyes of the bluest skies As if they thought of rain I hate to look into those eyes And see an ounce of pain Her hair reminds me of a warm safe place Where as a child I'd hide And pray for the thunder And the rain To quietly pass me by Sweet child o' mine Sweet love of mine Where do we go Where do we go now Where do we go Sweet child o' mine نوشته شده در ساعت 18:07 توسط Den ........................................................................................ ........................................................................................
٭ I had a very bad dream with a np goast last night. He used to appear to me if i asked him to go he wouldnt accept & would tease me ..everybody could c him & he kinda ruled the world
........................................................................................نوشته شده در ساعت 08:10 توسط Den
٭ ok fuck the school, let's talk about a dream
........................................................................................i was lying on my bed watching outside my room's big window which gave into a gallery ( i mean those corridors in neatherland council houses) my room was white like a dentist clinic and it was really neat . i received a phonecall from my love in iran who surprisingly wanted to participate in an internship in PORTE DE VERSAILLES (with those 3 iranian architects who work at porte de versailles) then as a VERY VERY BIG turtle was resting on my back i saw him just passing infront of my window I couldn't believe it!! i was surprises & excited but i couldn't move to catch him because the big turtle woudnt move his ass away. & then happened a series of terrible events & at the end i really wanted to wake up نوشته شده در ساعت 15:19 توسط Den
٭ i havnt written here since the july 29th nothing special happened u know just life ...
........................................................................................& then theses days i don't go to school anymore mm i feel like mm i can work better at home . there is another good point : i don't see others!! seeing other students make me feel like shit i feel so fucking alone & isolated from the world i feel like i am litterally ALONE its late & i should go & sleep . theses days i try to be as much efficient as i could be .. it's not easy at all!! these days i feel like i never feel like home anywhere anymore!! but at the same time the fact that my sister has gone makes me feel more comfortable here makes me feel like i enjoy being alone there is a bordel inside me i know i think i should only study & finish this fucking school نوشته شده در ساعت 02:34 توسط Den
٭ seems like im not dying.. pfff that makes me feel very happy
........................................................................................ive just finished my internship i might go back to iraan (i might u know) i think its cool i miss my friends i think i kinda love them نوشته شده در ساعت 21:45 توسط Den ........................................................................................ ........................................................................................
٭ "Oh no love! youre not aloneYoure watching yourself but youre too unfairYou got your head all tangled up but if I could onlyMake you careOh no love! youre not aloneNo matter what or who youve beenNo matter when or where youve seenAll the knives seem to lacerate your brainIve had my share, Ill help you with the painYoure not aloneJust turn on with me and youre not aloneLets turn on with me and youre not alone (wonderful)Lets turn on and be not alone (wonderful)Gimme your hands cause youre wonderful (wonderful)Gimme your hands cause youre wonderful (wonderful)Oh gimme your hands"
........................................................................................نوشته شده در ساعت 23:03 توسط Den
٭ i am thinking about myself
........................................................................................i feel like i am very different & my feelings are much more profound or real about things. But occasionally i meet people i can say i hate who could express very easily the points i discovered after thinking for years about sth. That really piss me off. anyway fuckem نوشته شده در ساعت 00:36 توسط Den
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نوشته شده در ساعت 23:25 توسط Den
٭ Help, I have done it again
........................................................................................I have been here many times before Hurt myself again today And, the worst part is there's no-one else to blame Be my friend Hold me, wrap me up UNFOLD me I am small and need you to Warm me up And breathe me Ouch I have lost myself again Lost myself and I am nowhere else to be found, Yeah I think that I might break Lost myself again and I feel unsafe نوشته شده در ساعت 01:43 توسط Den
٭ i am very depressed. really depressed. I feel very uncomfortable & sick. I'm often in the past, in my childhood when i was very strong & ignorant but then i find out that it was an illusion & that i have always felt uncomfortable since i remember. But i used to ignore the badlucks i am no more able to do so im so tired. I feel like being imprisoned liek i'm choking. i want to cry forever.
........................................................................................نوشته شده در ساعت 06:54 توسط Den
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