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Tuesday, July 20, 2010

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i feel so happy i could found this blog & remembered the password cool..

i took a nap after years a real nap like those which make u dream. i was sitting on a very comfortable leather chair in a room in a broadcasting office or in an inspection room of a prison. Taking or listenning to others then we went somewhere to eat. in the small almost crowded (by some friends & my mom) entrance hall of an appartment (which i knew was the restaurant we went to eat) i was sitting like right angle on the floor with my legs allongé & NAKED moving in z direction going up & down like in clayman in neverhood in that boatlike car next to the drain!!?? then i got suddenly awake by a word of my boyfriend opened my eyes trying to ask him a question about what he asked bu he hadn't asked anything but had only said a nice word to me & then i tried to tell him about the dream but unable to keep my eyes open so i closed them. while talking nonsens with my closed eyes i dreamed again of a horn sound bibibbiiiiib i thought i know whose car was it but couldn't seen the car..then i openned my eyes again to say sth to my bf then i just gave up sleeping eventhough my eyes are still very heavy & even in the begining my eyelids were hurting.



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Sunday, December 14, 2008

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She's got a smile that it seems to me
Reminds me of childhood memories
Where everything
Was as fresh as the bright blue sky
Now and then when I see her face
She takes me away to that special place
And if I'd stare too long
I'd probably break down and cry


Sweet child o' mine
Sweet love of mine


She's got eyes of the bluest skies
As if they thought of rain
I hate to look into those eyes
And see an ounce of pain
Her hair reminds me of a warm safe place
Where as a child I'd hide
And pray for the thunder
And the rain
To quietly pass me by


Sweet child o' mine
Sweet love of mine


Where do we go
Where do we go now
Where do we go
Sweet child o' mine



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Saturday, December 13, 2008

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i feel strange..
uncomfortable..



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Saturday, July 26, 2008

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let's write a real curriculum vitae



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Sunday, April 13, 2008

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I had a very bad dream with a np goast last night. He used to appear to me if i asked him to go he wouldnt accept & would tease me ..everybody could c him & he kinda ruled the world



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Saturday, March 22, 2008

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ok fuck the school, let's talk about a dream
i was lying on my bed watching outside my room's big window which gave into a gallery ( i mean those corridors in neatherland council houses) my room was white like a dentist clinic and it was really neat . i received a phonecall from my love in iran who surprisingly wanted to participate in an internship in PORTE DE VERSAILLES (with those 3 iranian architects who work at porte de versailles) then as a VERY VERY BIG turtle was resting on my back i saw him just passing infront of my window
I couldn't believe it!! i was surprises & excited but i couldn't move to catch him because the big turtle woudnt move his ass away.
& then happened a series of terrible events & at the end i really wanted to wake up



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Monday, November 19, 2007

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i havnt written here since the july 29th nothing special happened u know just life ...
& then theses days i don't go to school anymore mm i feel like mm i can work better at home . there is another good point : i don't see others!! seeing other students make me feel like shit i feel so fucking alone & isolated from the world i feel like i am litterally ALONE
its late & i should go & sleep . theses days i try to be as much efficient as i could be .. it's not easy at all!! these days i feel like i never feel like home anywhere anymore!! but at the same time the fact that my sister has gone makes me feel more comfortable here makes me feel like i enjoy being alone
there is a bordel inside me i know i think i should only study & finish this fucking school



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Sunday, July 29, 2007

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seems like im not dying.. pfff that makes me feel very happy
ive just finished my internship i might go back to iraan (i might u know)
i think its cool
i miss my friends
i think i kinda love them



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Sunday, June 17, 2007

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it feels mmmm like mmm i am dying
isn't is too soon?



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Saturday, June 09, 2007

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my father was a free man



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Thursday, June 07, 2007

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i'm deranged



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"Oh no love! youre not aloneYoure watching yourself but youre too unfairYou got your head all tangled up but if I could onlyMake you careOh no love! youre not aloneNo matter what or who youve beenNo matter when or where youve seenAll the knives seem to lacerate your brainIve had my share, Ill help you with the painYoure not aloneJust turn on with me and youre not aloneLets turn on with me and youre not alone (wonderful)Lets turn on and be not alone (wonderful)Gimme your hands cause youre wonderful (wonderful)Gimme your hands cause youre wonderful (wonderful)Oh gimme your hands"



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Tuesday, April 17, 2007

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i am thinking about myself
i feel like i am very different & my feelings are much more profound or real about things. But occasionally i meet people i can say i hate who could express very easily the points i discovered after thinking for years about sth. That really piss me off. anyway fuckem



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Monday, April 02, 2007

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  • I love my blog.
  • I know it's mine i know few people read it. i m so confortable here more than everywhere.; i can write whatever i want to & no body cares i think it's cool



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Wednesday, February 14, 2007

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Help, I have done it again
I have been here many times before
Hurt myself again today
And, the worst part is there's no-one else to blame
Be my friend
Hold me,
wrap me up
UNFOLD me
I am small
and need you to
Warm me up
And breathe me
Ouch I have lost myself again
Lost myself and
I am nowhere else to be found,
Yeah I think that
I might break
Lost myself again and
I feel unsafe



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